2008/03/11

Wolf...

So...
I've been having this 'weird' dream lately...
I'll just write it out here I guess...




It basically starts with me walking through a forrest...On a certain moment, I have no idea where to go anymore, so I figure I'm lost and want to go back to where I started, so I can ask someone how to get to where I have to be there...So I walk back for a while, but suddenly arrive at a glade where I hadn't been before... The trees are in a nice circle and there is a fire burning, so I figure there must have been someone who lit the fire and I decide to wait for that person to show up.



But I keep on waiting and noone arrives. By that time it's already dark and I just sit there and wait. But suddenly something scares me and I 'wake up' again [as in... not thinking to myself anymore], seeing my friend Wolf right in front of me...Wolf takes both of my hands in his and pulls me along, not saying a word.Normally I would be totally scared, but I have this strange feeling with Wolf, that I feel really safe when I'm with him... [btw: I have no idea whether I really feel that when I'm with Wolf... I've never really been in a situation like this with him (or anyone else for that matter), but I do know I feel comfortable when I'm with him... now back to the dream...] So he pulls me back into the forrest, but doesn't say a thing...


Because I have no idea where we're going, I ask "Wolf, where are you leading me to?", but he doesn't answer... so I ask again and again...He never answers, so I basically stop and yell "Niels, where are we going?!?" [Wolf's really Niels' second name... well, Wolfram is, but everyone calls him Wolf cause he doesn't really like Niels.] Then he stops and says "It's not safe there. Come." and he takes my hands again, but much more gently this time and he softly pulls me along again... so I just follow him until he stops at a huge tree... and he steps into that tree and pulls me in with him, since he's still holding my hands...


So we are in the tree, and there's this tunnel... but then Wolf blindfolds me... but I still feel strangely safe...And he gently takes my hands again and pulls me along again so soflty...When we finally stop walking, he takes off my blindfold and I can see we're in this medieval-ish room... There are old, beautiful chairs and tables and cupboards and stuff... and chandeleers with candles in them and deep red curtain on the walls and the ceiling... Wolf then says "You're safe here." and sits down.I do the same, but then notice that I'm really tired [It has been dark for hours now and I've been walking a long time so yeah...] Wolf notices and says "If you want you can sleep there...", while referring to the only bed in the room. "I'll explain everything tomorrow..."So I go to bed and fall asleep hardly a minute later...


When I wake up again, I'm still tired, but I heard voices so I didn't feel safe anymore...When I start listening more closely, I can hear Wolf and someone else. "She is the one we have been waiting for... Your opinion about her was right... Congratulations!" "Thank you, but what shall we do now?" "Now, we just have to convince her to come home with us... then everything will finally be alright. Just go to bed too now, catch some sleep... But remember... even when I'm not here I still see and hear everything, so don't get on to anything..." "Of course not, master." So then Wolf comes over to the bed and crawls in with me. I feel a bit weird, but still pretend that I'm asleep, even though I must be shaking so hard he simply HAS to notice...


Apparently he does, 'cause he turns around and puts his arm around me.The moment he does that, there's this loud BANG and I hear the same voice as before..."What did I tell you, Wolf? You can't interfere with her more than absolutely necessary!" Wolf basically jumped out of the bed. "I'm sorry master, but her body was trembling so hard I couldn't bare not comforting her..." "Still, you cannot interfere with the personal properties of the Great Master." "But she's my friend..." "Not anymore she is... She now belongs to Him and you can't change that anymore..." "But..." "There's no but anymore!" "Then I leave!" "Go on then, but you leave her here..." "No way!"

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and then I woke up...Well I basically woke up every time I let some more space between two parts... but then the next night I started by skipping a part at the beginning and well basically getting more every night...
It seems so weirdAnd I think I'm going to have this dream more, since I don't think it's over yet...

Well anyway... If anyone would know what it could mean, let me know...And I'll keep you guys in touch about how it goes on... cos actually I kinda like the story... lol
I have a soap dream xD

Love, yours, forever,
C'row <33